Intro.

My silent undoing.
No one else knows..
My mum wouldn dare..
and thats the only person I know..
No friends, no life..
Its summer, and Ive been in the house since I closed school..
This time is serious... I choose this..
I want it to be my life-style..
I dont wanna fight it..
Its like a disease.. you dont ask for it, it jus comes..
and then you must live with it..
Without it your nothing.
It dominates your life in the sense that when your not doin it you feel
like your on the wrong..
I pigged out today...
I wasnt hungry, I was anxious...

Why?
Why?
Whatever, its here I might as well as deal with it..
I wanna go back to how my life was..
I hate everybody..
I love no one..

True.
This time Im serious..
This time I will suceed...
How many times have I said that..
This time, this time,
But again.. that is my life.
No complains..
My silent undoing..
No one knows, no one cares...